It is quite a while now since you did hear something from me on this blog. Life really took me hard and everything turned upside down in the past months. This mainly because I had a few unexpected surgeries and unexpected further diagnoses on my cancer journey. There is so much to deal with for me that I came to the conclusion, that I will no more be able to keep that blog up and running.
I want to let people do that kind of supportive work for other cancer patients which really were able to heal themselves or which just having enough energy to be there for all those heavy cases and tragic life tragedies this sickness is bringing into one´s daily life existence.
Especially hard it did hit me when I was supposed to talk with a woman which is only 41 years old, two little children and happily married. We were supposed to talk about her cancer and what options there are still left for her. The day I should do the telephone call with her I´ve got the message that this woman died suddenly in the hospital and we were no more able to talk together. I was crying because I was so angry and sad at the same time and the thought of that there are two little children and a husband left behind.
That is where I felt that I am not able to do that kind of support on hundreds of people. Because it is all to heavy and strain me to much as I am not able to take it neutral. It is gnawing to much on my effort to become myself healthy again.
So after a long time of thinking about that all I found out that the best thing for me is to surround myself just with positive things. Like beauty, dreams, healing visualizations, meditation, art projects etc. Just things which are lighter, which are fun which lifting my cells up to a higher level of healing consciousness.
And because in real life I am no more able to do a lot a things I could do before I will go into dreamy states of imagination and visualization, where for example I just photoshop a picture where I lie on a beach in Hawaii or whatever. You know what I mean; travel the world in my imagination; feeling as a complete healthy woman by wearing beautiful jewelry; travel the light energies of the universe in my meditation and so on.
So there will no more be any difference in perceiving between real situations and fake ones. As my cells are experiencing those states as completely real when I am able to go that kind of deep in my visualizations.
To realize all of this I transform now my Instagram account “global healing.blog” into the new one named “aphrodite_passion_by_mirabai”.
That when you see it on Instagram changed that you can understand what is the idea behind this all.
I wanted to thank everybody for all your support through this time and let us create together a joyful happy world with lots of healing potential involved for all the sick people in this world.